Save me
– Mst. Sumaiya
I said I can’t tolerate people
I get anxiety
Some said you’re joking
That’s not the reality
Some said they understand
The circle I have
I just need to expand
Some said they can totally relate
But little do they know how different is our fate!
When people stay in my house
I get extreme fever out of anxiety
I get frustrated
I lose my all my sanity
None I found who understood
The reason why I still fear my childhood
Then I said oh Allah why was I born like that?
How can I ever win against myself in a combat?
Oh Allah why was I born as one of them
If I don’t even have the ability to tolerate their kind?
Even if I’m from somewhere else
How do I find?
Help me
Show me the path
How do I get over this wrath?
Wrath against my own inabilities
Forcing me to mess with my responsibilities
Oh Allah save me
Save me from my own misery
Let this life not repeat it’s horrible history.
